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It Could've Gone so Much Better

by Assassin of Youth

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Jordan Kerr A seamless and stylish blend of traditionally opposing genres; entirely its own Favorite track: Optimism and Youth.
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frankyfgn I think there's a spider in my house. Favorite track: House Spiders.
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1.
For the first time in my life I'm about to lose what an exciting time to be alive I don't get to choose But all my friends think I'm set I wanna trust them too Don't wanna guess I'd prefer to rest but then I get ahead of myself For the first time in my life I'm about to lose what an exciting time to be alive I don't get to chose But I don't think I will fail I'm just up in the air Feels like I just sway I'd prefer to stay but I don't know the way this ends
2.
Dazzled 03:51
I was blank started thinking when I saw you on the train going back and forth between me and your phone your first line of defense Staring back at my eyes I get dazzled when you do that We're not synchronized we're barely trading sights I get dazzled when you look back A smell from the past fused with songs that take me back to where I was going back and forth between you and my thoughts non-material fence Staring back at my eyes I get dazzled when you do that We're not synchronized we're barely trading sights I get dazzled when you look back
3.
The past is gone it rots in the sun So in control yet still alone Easier when you're on your own With odds this low see you again? Songs are getting old none will remain Right when I thought that you forgot Think I just found without looking around sounds that make you cry now, I can't take it back For long the clouds have been so gray it leaves no doubt it's gonna rain Shade is all they brought, who would've thought? The grass has learned over the years now it can tell whose steps are these From just the smell he's overwhelmed Think I just found without looking around sounds that make you cry now, I can't take it back Times you're around I don't wanna be found don't you think I'm shy 'cause I don't take it back Peace comes around when you know that you're bound look at me I'm fine and there are spiders in my house
4.
Pressure 04:36
Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Uuu Uuu Uu Uu Uu Uu One day you'll beg for what you have today I was told back then I'm not even asking but could you tell oh, could you tell I wasn't doing well need no concern Should I care? oh, should I care? Just be aware rails run parallel matching thoughts is rare Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Pressure to feel what the other kids felt as love Need a change for a heart that pumps blood that's warm and calm Do I care? oh, do I care? Am I aware? Ties connect the rails
5.
Substitute 02:08
Corrupt yourself it's weird at first then fine Find new friends don't loathe the ones who die with time and you'll see how warm they can be
6.
How to know the difference between cool and fool? but could you really tell? Shut my mind to see if I'm being calm or high and blind Don't break down 'cause even if youth bruised you Halcyon days as long as you sleep dreams are real wishful thinking's got me at bay Feels like this record's gonna play everywhere isn't it to soon to tell? Days go by I'm changing and it's fine because soon I'm gonna get somewhere Don't break down 'cause even if truth bit you Halcyon days as long as you sleep dreams are real wishful thinking's got me at bay as long as you sleep dreams are real wishful thinking's got me at bay
7.
Hindsight 03:56
Now that we're old and our time has gone by I dream of the day we were born Last time we spoke I wanted to cry but I held back I feel like I lied How many loops does it take to make you insane? I've tried again and again but the outcome's the same I was upset you left without my goodbye the next time might be in a while I wasted my youth I was stuck in a loop To stay bright I feel like I lied How many loops does it take to make you insane? I've tried again and again but the outcome's the same
8.
Remember the time we had brunch at the graveyard? ...off the last stop on the train a sea of thumbtacks crowded the floor facing upwards I wore shoes that strangled my feet you watched my words crumble as we peaked Look inside or locked outside how come no one's pulled the emergency break? Friends, flowers and spirits bums getting drunk again Bands, art and eyeliner won't let time die in vain Friends, flowers and spirits bums getting drunk again Bands, art and eyeliner can't let time die again Never thought you'd make it so young under the trees amongst so many bees We all thought quitting you were the only brave one who did it Friends, flowers and spirits bums getting drunk again Bands, art and eyeliner won't let time die in vain Friends, flowers and spirits bums getting drunk again Bands, art and eyeliner can't let time die again

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released October 24, 2019

Drums (1, 4-7) - Zach Koplan
Drums (2, 3) - John Perry
Bass (3) - Guillermo Goldschmied
Piano (1) - Tommaso Taddonio
Flute (1) - Veronica Lee
Violin (1, 6) - Seoyeon Im
Violin (1, 6) - Tracy Yang
Cello (3) - Sean Brennan (also polished the violin scores)

Aaron "boxtrod" Kennedy mastered the thing
Felipe Maldonado and I tracked drums
Ben Talmi tracked piano at Greylock Records
Thanks to Cam for letting me track strings in his basement

Photo taken and edited by Matthew Marino
Makeup by Reveka Pasternak
Thank you Jason "the Chairman" Turner for bringing Piper the dog to the shoot

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fell on a dump of toxic waste and got perfect pitch and super fast guitar fingers

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